Date Night with a Zombie
Could the man who had taken me on a delightful, cozy bookstore date just yesterday really be the same man who had ruthlessly eaten my brains right out of my head?
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Content Warnings: this is an erotic short story, including mentions of monstrous features, abilities, and appendages. All characters involved are enthusiastically consenting. This particular story includes what I can only describe as “erotic brain eating”, which is exactly what it sounds like: the zombie graphically and violently eats her brains out of her head, and she gets off from it. I suppose that is technically vore? This story also includes asexual representation, which I may have done incorrectly as I am not asexual. If you feel like I really fucked that up or failed to include something important in this content warning, you can fill out this form to let me know.
I tripped over the corpse of my boyfriend in the dark.
“Oops sorry about that,” he said, continuing to press his cold, dead hands over my eyes as he attempted to shuffle us both between parked cars.
“Where are we going?” I giggled.
“You’ll see in just a minute.”
I obeyed his giddy instructions and stumbled what felt like halfway down the block from our car before he brought us to a standstill. I could hear people passing by us on the sidewalk and squirmed in embarrassment. I tugged on the hem of my pink miniskirt just in case it had ridden up during my blindfolded shuffle here. I wasn’t wearing cute underwear today.
“Ok…” the spongey palms covering my eyes lifted. “We’re here!”
I squinted in the sunlight and had to pull my sunglasses over my eyes before I could see where we were. It looked like a closed storefront at first, with peeling red paint on the door and a collage of newspapers covering the windows. It was only on closer inspection that I could see the little “open” sign on the door and that the newspapers in the windows all said the same thing in various fonts, like a ransom note: Romero’s Books - The Museum of Fond Memories.
“What is this?”
“Our date,” my boyfriend said, jumping ahead of me to open the door.
He was strangely beautiful despite being so dead. Most of the year, he had to wear a slightly creepy human-looking mask when we went out, but during October or when comic book conventions were in town, we could pretend he was just wearing an elaborate costume. Through some magical or chemical process he couldn’t explain, his skin had turned these really pretty shades of pink, purple, and bluish-greenish-grayish after he died. The skin and muscle had peeled in layers that thankfully hid the underlying bones and other gooey things. The blonde hair he’d had in life was mostly gone, but a few long strands remained that had turned the most vibrant yellow I’d ever seen. All his colors and textures combined into something arresting and undeniably horrifying, until you looked in his eyes. Kind, happy, human eyes that made all the difference always pulled attention away from the grotesqueness of his face. Even when he went out like this in all his macabre glory, little kids would run up to inspect his “costume”. I’d even had to fend off a few girls flirting with him, which mostly just made me feel better that I wasn’t absolutely sick for dating a zombie.
“Come on!” he said excitedly, motioning through the door.
I walked into… a hoarder’s house? Shelves listing to one side or the other were filled to the absolute brim with books and magazines, more books stacked on the floors and in old milk crates. Strange antique figurines and toys were scattered everywhere. Right beside the door was an absolutely horrifying giant easter bunny with fur worn off in all the wrong places to expose the discolored plastic beneath. The whole store smelled old and musty and I loved it.
“What is this place?” I whispered.
“A bookstore-slash-thrift-store-slash-fire-hazard,” my amazing boyfriend said, as if he’d plucked the fantasy right out of my head. “It’s also BYOT.”
He waved the two teabags he’d brought from our stash at home and then pointed off to the side where a small electric kettle waited next to a sink and shelves of the strangest collection of mugs I’d ever seen. I stumbled once again, over my own feet this time, as he urged me over to the tea stand and set about filling and turning on the kettle.
“I’ll pick your mug if you’ll pick mine,” he murmured into my ear.
I shivered at the raspy low note no living human throat could make and surveyed the three shelves of mugs. Next to a mug stamped all over with Weird Al’s face was what looked like a piggy bank with a handle, which was under a plain white mug etched with the official seal of Omaha, Nebraska. There were mugs shaped like animals and strange objects, mugs with old froot loops glued to them like a child’s arts project, and even a mug that appeared almost radioactive, its glow-in-the-dark paint was so strong. After a careful examination of my options, I picked one that looked like a fish with its giant mouth open wide for my boyfriend. There was a little infuser attached to it by a fishhook that looked like those red bobbing ball things on fishing lines. He laughed and gave me one shaped like those little King’s Cake plastic babies, with a detachable skull for sipping. He knew me so well.
“We have all day,” he promised once our teas were ready and I was taking in the cluttered, crowded bookstore. “Just make sure you don’t take too long in this front room.”
“Why? What’s in the back?”
He grinned, showing off his blackened, sharp teeth, and said, “The largest cassette collection I’ve ever seen.”
My mouth popped open. Tea, books, thrifting, and cassettes?!
“You are so getting laid tonight,” I told him seriously.
He laughed as he took my free hand with his and led me down the first of many aisles. ‘Getting laid’ and other hetero couple phrases like that were our own little inside joke that none of our friends understood. I was asexual, and while I’d had sex before and every once in a while the mood to get off by myself struck, I wasn’t all that interested in a sexual relationship. Which was good because apparently sex drives didn’t survive the undeath process. He’d once told me that eating brains–even the refrigerated, donated-to-science ones he ate–felt better than any orgasm he’d had while he was alive. I might not be sick for finding him attractive, but I was definitely sick for how his descriptions of it had once turned me on enough to want some me time.
It was one of the best dates I’d ever been on. By the time we were back in the car, I had a big canvas bag of goodies in my lap and the same giant smile I’d been wearing for hours. There were some really really good tapes in the back. And I’d found a vintage hifi deck I’d been scouring ebay for that was in pristine condition. After a thorough shower at home to get the thrift-store cooties off me, the deal was sealed by a cozy cuddle sesh in bed with my favorite book and my favorite guy reading over my shoulder.
He was the most thoughtful person I’d ever been with. I’d always been the insecure type, randomly wondering if my friends were mad at me or if my partners really loved me. I used to have to ask constantly for validation that I was wanted. Which was especially hard for my partners to give me when I couldn’t even define what “wanted” meant if sex wasn’t involved. There wasn’t a playbook out there for being in a nonsexual romantic relationship, which made it hard to know if I was doing it “right”. It was so easy to tell myself that a better girlfriend would have sex anyway, would want sex. For the longest time, I hadn’t been able to tell if I was really wanted or just tolerated, or even how to ask for someone to show me that I mattered to them.
Then he showed up. Death might’ve stopped a lot of things in their tracks, but not his capacity for love. He was thoughtful and expressive and observant. He was constantly finding new ways to show me how much he loved me. And even better, he wasn’t afraid to show me how much my love mattered to him. It wasn’t until I met him that I realized what I’d really needed wasn’t some excessive display of my partners’ love for me, but proof that the love I had for them was enough. He basked in my affection like a cat in the sunny spot, and that made it so much easier to do the same with his affection for me.
In a lot of ways, he was like having a cat. There were some gross parts—the brains in the freezer, the occasional weird stain on the carpet—and some annoying ones like his constant humming of this unearthly song only he could hear and his inability to put his dirty clothes in the hamper. But there was no substitute for that kind of love and companionship. Plus, he could do this really soothing purr thing, like he was doing now while we snuggled. It was every girl’s dream to have a devoted cat for a boyfriend and I’d won the lottery because he was really great at planning dates too.
So there wasn’t a doubt in my body when I closed my book, rolled over to look him in his kind, still-human eyes, and said, “You know that question you asked me?”
A sharp-toothed smile spread too-wide over his face. “Yeah?”
“I’m ready.”
“You sure about this?” he whispered as he slid in close beside me on the bed until our faces were almost touching on the pillow we shared.
I looked at his strange, gorgeous face. The way his skin was as poreless and smooth now as a movie star’s, but strangely textured from the way it sat in visible, shedding layers. It wasn’t ugly like a snake’s skin halfway sloughed off or a butterfly struggling out of its chrysalis. Each layer in dazzling shades of purple, pink, and teal was vibrant and, well… alive was the wrong word, but animated. I would be just as jarringly beautiful, when this was done. I asked him, when he proposed, and he said all zombies looked like him. With his polished obsidian teeth and his poison frog skin and his lovely still-human eyes. All the inconveniences of human life—bathrooms, periods, plucking stray chin hairs—would be gone, all the risks of mortality too. I would be sustained by human brains, consumed only a few times a year in great ecstasy. I would be beautiful and terrifying and loved for eternity. Immortal with the man I loved more than I’d thought I was capable of loving someone else.
“I’m sure,” I whispered back. It had been months of questions and research and carefully obfuscated conversations with my friends and family. I’d wanted to say yes the moment he got on one knee and asked me, but he’d made me wait to be sure. And I was so, so sure.
Gentle, spongy-soft hands cupped my cheeks as he shuffled even closer. We touched from feet to chest to nose now, and I concentrated on the feeling of his sleeve scratching against my bare forearm and his socked toes rubbing against mine. These were my final living moments. What would this feel like after I died?
I listened to my breaths move my lungs, noticed how wide my ribs expanded with each inhale. I felt my pulse fluttering in my throat and, oddly, one of the muscles in my right leg. There was a little blip in my stomach where the beginnings of hunger for dinner in an hour or two stirred. And of course the moment I directed my attention southward, my nervous little bladder made itself known.
What if I peed myself when I died?!
“Wait!” I hissed. He froze. “I, um, need to pee.”
He laughed and let me scurry out of bed to the bathroom. Looking at the towels hanging on the rack reminded me that this probably did need a bit of preparation before I died all over my favorite blanket. A fluttery queasiness filled me the longer I thought about how unprepared I was to die. I wasn’t even going anywhere permanent, but I felt as if I was leaving my house with the gas on, my straightener plugged in, and without letting the dog out one last time. We didn’t even have a dog!
People did this every day? They just died? Without any warning or preparation? I couldn’t believe there weren’t more ghosts. It would probably have taken me at least 2-3 months to feel prepared to leave everything behind. The paperwork alone!
But I wasn’t leaving anything behind, I remembered when I reentered the bedroom with armloads of towels, making my boyfriend laugh again and help me lay them out on the bed. This wasn’t death death, not this time. This was more like… a wedding day. A gross, violent wedding day. The only thing I was leaving behind was my single life, just like any bride. And sure, the emphasis was on life here but… there was only hope ahead of me. Hope and the man I loved.
I settled back on our slightly scratchier towels that usually sat at the back of the linen closet and snuggled up to him again. “Ok,” I said, “I’m really ready now.”
His soft, kind of jello-y lips met mine in a deep, amorous kiss. We’d kissed before, obviously, for connection and comfort and intimacy. The first couple of times, I’d been shocked by how his skin felt kind of rubbery in a 90s children’s toy kind of way. But I was more than used to it now. I put my hands on his chest and kissed him back with interest. He was a good kisser, commanding without being rough. Leading me around just like he did on the dance floor at my parents’ anniversary party last year.
Soft, simple kisses deepened, encouraging me to open my mouth to let him in. He groaned and pressed closer, twining his tongue with mine. I started to feel my body’s natural reaction to these kinds of touches. I’d had sex before, and I’d never struggled to get wet and open up for my partners if they gave my body enough time to do what bodies naturally did with sexual stimuli. It just wasn’t something I ever sought out on my own. Of course the one person who had never begrudged me my lack of sexual interest was the one who waited… and waited… and waited… until I tingled and shivered and moaned just a little into his mouth.
He made an inhuman groan, a sound some part of me instinctively understood came from the grave, and saliva began to slide from his mouth into mine. Coating my tongue and lips in something as numbing as novocain. Zombies weren’t just dangerously colorful like poison frogs, they also secreted a poison. A virus, technically. It slid down my throat, coated the roof of my mouth, even seemed to wiggle in between my teeth.
I was too busy kissing him to feel grossed out by it. He didn’t wait for me to tell him what I “wanted”, as my well-meaning partners in the past had even though I didn’t really have an answer. He slid his fingers in my hair and held me in place where he needed me, slicking his tongue over mine. In and out, in and out, as if he could do with his tongue what he’d never done to me with his cock. It should’ve been overwhelming, the way he held me, should’ve scared me. But the sepulchral sounds he made as he groaned into my mouth, sending more of that virus down my throat, settled deep in my belly. I’d capitulated to others’ sexual demands because I wanted to feel wanted. But I realized as his poison seeped into my organs, filling me with a heavy, sensual numbness, that I’d had no idea what being wanted meant.
With familiar fingers digging into my hip, a thigh lodging between my own to rub where I was as slick as his dripping tongue, I felt his want. His need. His desire for me was dripping down the back of my throat, coating my lungs, invading my heart. He wanted me so badly, he was replacing the very blood in my veins. My heart squeezed, trying valiantly to pump his love for me through my body. God, he loved me so much. I could feel it in every cell.
“Almost done now,” he whispered, staring down at me with even more love in his eyes.
Pain squeezed my chest. I tried to lift my arms to squeeze him back, but couldn’t get them off the bed. His cool, rubbery forehead pressed to mine, inhaling my last breaths.
“Love…”
I never got the rest out.
A loud crack woke me up. I stared fuzzily at my bedroom ceiling. Had that been a dream? What-
“Oh, fuckkk,” a man moaned erotically. “I knew you’d be good–fuck, it’s so good…”
I tried to place the voice. I knew that voice. But I couldn’t even place myself. The ceiling shifted in a way that told me I was moving, but I couldn’t feel anything. It was like I was just a pair of eyes, disconnected from a face or a body or even a brain.
As if thinking about it woke it up, my brain suddenly blazed. Behind my eyes I felt an unbearable tingling, like someone had dropped a fourth of July sparkler into my skull. Another moan from the man somewhere behind me came split seconds before something dug sharply into the top of my head. But it didn’t hurt. I could feel it–sort of–but it caused no pain.
No nerves in the brain, a stray thought reminded me. Why did the thoughts feel so separate from me? Why did I feel as if I was separate from my own brain?
“You taste so fucking sweet,” the man moaned, and suddenly I realized he was behind me. Clutching my limp body possessively with one arm, while the other kept my chin at the angle he wanted.
Just like how he kisses.
I moaned strange syllables that only afterwards my brain assembled into a name.
“I’m here,” he crooned. “You’re doing so good. It’s going to feel so good in just a second, sweetheart.”
Something sliced painlessly into my head again, almost like a kiss but somehow too deep. It was close enough to my forehead this time that I waited for blood to run into my eyes, but none came. I thought there was a lot of blood in the scalp?
Your scalp isn’t there…
I saw it then, beside me on the bed. My own hair, that I’d so carefully arranged for our date. Just sitting there on a towel on the bed. Not a wig because they didn’t make wigs with strange skinnish, reddish helmets under them. My head? Was that my head?
I kicked my leg and tried to scream but what came out of me was a nearly pornagraphic moan of ecstasy. Ecstasy? My skull was on the bed why would I be-
Sensation flooded an area that shouldn’t be capable of sensation. My brain. Oh, god, my brain. He was eating my-
“Love you,” he groaned. His teeth bit into me and I could hear myself being chewed as he mumbled, “So fuckin’ perfect. Love you so much.”
I felt his panting breaths against me. Inside me. His tongue swiped up the inside of my prefrontal cortex and my pussy clenched and released to the rhythm of his jaw chewing another piece of my brain. I was so fucking close.
“Fuck, yes, that’s it,” he encouraged me. “Don’t fight it. It feels good, doesn’t it?”
I kicked out my feet again, but this time in a weak-limbed attempt to thrust myself back against his lips. “Please,” I mewled, “please. Again. I need–please!”
His chuckle was vividly inhuman and unbearably erotic. My mother always told me that you never really knew who you married until you were in a marriage, and she must’ve been right because this commanding, lusting monster was not the man I thought I knew. But then again, I was not the woman I thought I was either, as I flooded my panties from his fangs scraping off the inside of my skull. He built me up to some sort of orgasm and then left me hanging again and again and again, until I was a limp, dead thing in his arms making limp, dead thing noises in response to his ravenous hunger.
He slid his fingers so far inside my skull I thought I would sneeze and touched something deep and forbidden inside me. “Oh god,” I groaned, arching my back. He didn’t stop me anymore, releasing his grip on me to simply steady my skull with one wide hand wrapped gently around my unbreathing throat.
“Almost done now, sweetheart, you’ve done so good.”
Those fingers in that forbidden place hooked and began to pull away little parts of me that I felt in my very soul. I writhed against his chest, my mouth open in a moan rendered silent by my lack of oxygen.
“This is the best part,” he crooned, scraping at my brain stem. “You’re going to feel so good, baby. Forever.”
Drool slid out of my open lips to slick the hand still holding me in place. Tears weren’t far after it.
“That’s it, my love,” he breathed in my ear, caressing the most base, intimate part of me. “Let it all go. I’ve got you now. I’ve got you.”
He tilted my head slightly and I was able to stare into his gruesome, beautiful face. The things he was doing to my body felt brutal, but his expression was so full of love. I tried to convey it back to him with my eyes, since words were long past me now.
“I know,” he whispered, his voice wavering with emotion. “I can feel it.” He touched his chest. “You’re inside me now.” The hand wrapped around my throat massaged over my veins. “And I’m inside you now, too. Forever.”
“Forever,” I mouthed back, still unable to make noise.
With that, he ripped the last shreds of my brain out of my skull and I came. Pleasure like I’d never felt before nearly levitated my body off the bed. It wasn’t a wave but an explosion, as if all the synapsis now tangled in my boyfriend’s teeth were firing at once. I was nothing but sensation, pure, euphoric sensation. I orgasmed past the point I could’ve withstood as a human, past the point of being a conscious being at all. I came until I was as empty as my shattered skull, and only then did I finally, blissfully die.
I woke up once again staring at my ceiling, but I knew it hadn’t been a dream this time. I could feel it in every cell. I was different. I was still dead.
“Good morning,” my boyfriend murmured sleepily as he snuggled up to my side. Just like he had every morning since we moved in together. And the many mornings before that when we’d fallen asleep together watching movies or playing video games.
Could the man who had taken me on a delightful, cozy bookstore date just yesterday really be the same man who had ruthlessly eaten my brains right out of my head? Or had that man been an illusion, and the one who killed me was real?
“Freaking out?” he asked quietly.
I rolled over because just staring at the ceiling while he cuddled me was silly, and was met with the same face I’d fallen in love with. With his haunting, lovely skin and his kind, human eyes. “A little,” I whispered.
“Mad at me?”
Morning light had always loved his face, and today was no different. He was like a beautiful watercolor painting in this light, except the little tufts of yellow hair peeking above the comforter. “Was that real?” I asked, trying to match what had happened yesterday with this cute, intimate version of him I woke up to every day.
“Yeah,” he said, smiling. “It was real.”
“Are…” I hesitated. But I didn’t want to leave this question lingering. Just because we had eternity now didn’t mean I had to take that long to communicate. “Are you always like that? W-when you eat?”
“Like what?”
“Um…sexy?”
He laughed.
I shoved him lightly, feeling embarrassed. “You know what I mean! You were so…”
“In love with you?” he suggested, rolling over on top of me. “Obsessed with you? Babbling incoherently with lust for you?”
“Yes?”
He laughed again, and seeing those obsidian teeth made something shiver through me. I felt arousal building inside me, but it wasn’t going downstairs like it normally did. It was… in my mouth? Something filled my mouth, and it took me a minute to realize it was the virus now secreting from my tongue.
“Did you like it?” he asked teasingly, staring at my mouth meaningfully as if he knew what was happening.
I nodded, waiting to feel the rush of heat to my face that told me I was blushing. But no. I wouldn’t blush anymore, would I?
“Yeah?” He settled on top of me like a lovely, weighted zombie blanket. Our hips met, and there was something so reassuring in not feeling anything growing in his pants. I realized I was afraid yesterday meant he secretly wanted something from me I still couldn’t give him. But no. We were equally dead down there.
“To answer your question,” he murmured, pressing his forehead to mine. It no longer felt like a strange texture against my skin. I guess because I didn’t really have normal skin anymore. “No, I’m not always like that. I mean, don’t get me wrong, it feels really good to eat now. But… it’s never felt that good before. Because it wasn’t you before.”
I wrapped around him in a full-body hug, the way he’d always liked it.
“I can’t wait to share a brain with you,” he rumbled in my ear, the afterlife slipping into his voice.
Even just thinking about brains felt different now. I no longer felt more than a little queasy about the idea. I felt… shivery. And I could already tell this drool situation was going to be a serious hurdle in my ability to leave the house without being obviously zombified.
“Soon?” I heard myself ask, a bit of the grave in my voice too now.
He kissed my nose and smiled. “It’s a date.”